He catches me staring at him
And I am lost in the depths of his eyes and his innocent face
His unhinged smile makes me feel again
I feel hope, I feel beautiful
I feel my heart beat
I feel alive.
I feel petrified.
My mind runs on you
I remember how easy it was to be accepted by you
I self destruct
I push him out of harms way as I feel my foundation crumbling.